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Not Dead Not Alive

by High Waters

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1.
Featherlight 03:44
Light as a plume I was weightless at last Ten out of ten For a dive with no splash It's not a sport For the faint of heart One for the win Still, I sank like a stone Rock bottom And back from the deep end Surfacing for air No vital signs To indicate I’m not dead, not alive I’m not dead, not alive Tethered down To the elephant in the room Cut to the chase I would rather be doomed Than tantalized By my silhouette Set me loose So that I can be free To float away And cling to the ceiling A helium balloon To decorate To lift the mood I’m not dead, not alive I’m not dead, not alive I’m not dead, I’m not alive I’m not dead, I’m not alive I’m not dead, not alive I’m not dead, not alive I’m not dead, not alive I’m not dead I’m not dead
2.
Strange Love 03:40
Don’t wanna wait for you 'Cause I've got better things to do But I know that I’m obliged to choose To be alone or take your abuse I don’t know you well Do you know me at all? Lately, I can’t tell Is the world so small? Estranged by our own—our own makeup We’re strangers and I wonder does it feel Strange, love? strange love We’re entertaining a strange love Strange love tears us asunder Got other places to be And there are things I wanna see but Is there somewhere I’m truly free Before you sink your claws into me? Do you know me well? I don’t know you at all Lately, I can’t tell Am I off the wall? Till the deed is done and my mind made up I’ll just stick to what I know Though all I know is Strange to you love, strange love We’re entertaining a strange love And strange love is not that simple If only I could run from you But there's no easy avenue And I'm pained by the notion That I'm just going cuckoo—koo—koo—koo Strange love, strange love We’re entertaining a strange love Strange love tears us asunder Is it strange to you, love? Strange love, love Strange love, love Strange love We’re entertaining a strange love
3.
Sawtooth Got killer instincts One drop, I can smell the violence Soft-talk can't get you out of this You’re standing on the edge of my tank So, undress your words And jump right in For better or worse Tell me, can you feel it in the air? History repeating We’re caught in a constant loop Run it from the beginning again How long have we been talking in circles? In a game of monkey in the middle Don’t want your sugarcoating No, no beating ’round the bush I can only speak for me It’s on the tip of my tongue The tip of my tongue, yeah But you gave it away And now I’ve guessed it It’s not what you say It's how you say it How you resist Say it like you mean it 'Cause I can take it How long have we been talking in circles? In a game of monkey in the middle Will we ever snap out of it? No, I’m not your monkey in the middle
4.
Salt 04:24
Did you wash up on the shore? Spit out your salty words Carry none home with you Got stinging open wounds Some days under pressure I forget the weight of my words Wear them like concrete shoes And you’ll be sinking soon If you build your shell strong enough You can keep the light from entering Revealing what's inside If you hold your breath long enough You can keep the moment alive Till it's going, going, gone Secrets lurking in the deep Scattered on your bedroom floor Snag you as you pass Stirring up the past But those days have long been over Take a good look at yourself Find the one beneath and then release If we build this house strong enough We can keep our ghosts from blowing in And reeling us outside If we hold our breath long enough We can keep the moment alive Before it drifts away We can keep the moment alive Till it's going, going, gone

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released January 12, 2024

Not Dead Not Alive.

Written and performed by High Waters.

Produced by High Waters.

Co-engineered by Steve Foley at Audio Valley Studio, Dean Watson at Buckingham Palace Audio, and High Waters.

Mixed by Dean Watson at Buckingham Palace Audio.

Mastered by Philip Shaw Bova.

High Waters are:
Derek Connely – lyrics, lead vocals, guitar, and beat programming;
Troy Huizinga – bass guitar;
Matt Speedy – drums and vocals;
Martin Villeneuve – lead guitar, vocals, and sample programming.

Joshua Hofmann (keyboards and synthesizers) appears as a guest musician on all four tracks.

Album design by Derek Connely with additional support from Christi Volden. Cover and insert images: "L'Ornement polychrome" by Albert-Charles-Auguste Racinet (1825–1893), (1869–1873).

High Waters gratefully acknowledge the financial support of the City of Ottawa.

Thank you to all of our friends and families for their unending support. We love you with all our hearts.

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High Waters Ottawa, Ontario

High Waters, established in Ottawa in 2009, craft melodious indie rock, evoking the ineffable. Their upcoming EP, "Not Dead Not Alive," releases in January 2024. Members include Derek Connely, Martin Villeneuve, Matt Speedy, Brandon Walsh and Joshua Hofmann. Critically praised for their delicate balance of somber and serene, High Waters create lasting experiences that speak to the human condition. ... more

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